When was the last time i have felt thoroughly liberated?
I don’t mean carefree and living a life with no rules.
I meant free from my own inhibitions, perceived burden, my shame, my own pettiness. And my sins.
I can’t love cos I am not free to give. I don’t feel love cos I am not able to receive it with open arms when they are have been tied to a tree of burden rooted deep into the ground. Everyday it just grow deeper and extensive and into various areas of my life.
I need to be free from this tree. Why must I be enslaven when I am born a free person?