What I have been searching I still have not found them.
Nor have I been happy for more than a moment.
Pursue of love, lust, philosophy, material success
What satisfaction do they bring me.
They come today, gone tomorrow.
I will never be satisfied.
Are You the answer?
But I have failed You so many times with false profession of my belief.
Today I am weary, very weary of all this burden I am carrying. The more I think I can rely on my strength to carry on, the more I slipped and fall in other areas of my life. I begin to feel a sense of hatred and frustration towards myself and those around me. I am beginning to look for other wayward means to relief these anxieties.
I have no peace. I have little patience.
Life is indeed short yet there’s so much to do. I felt like as if I am running out of time with all this worrying about tomorrow and comparison with others.
Will You be my answer? Will You come into my life again to see the beauty of your love?
The answer I know lies with me. For You have given me free-will to decide.
