soul searching

hopes and fears

Oct 25
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Lately, she has kind of took a little turn in her response to my messages. It’s a subtle shift into a more platonic, casual and neutral tone.

She seemed to have taken less interest in what I have done and how I am for the day.

I think she likes me or she wouldn’t have spent the time with me but she isn’t sure whether this should develop beyond friendship.

The dust has perhaps settled for her and she’s probably putting her feelings into better perspective now. She’s 29, what if I am not the right one? what if I am out for something else? Why not wait a bit more than to jump on someone who comes along out of nowhere, with no track record.

She’s got more to lose than me if things didn’t work out. If I genuinely like her and is serious about it, she will want to see my sincerity and persistance over a sustainable period. Not some flashy few dates and small gifts over a month.

Perhaps someone has said something and woken her up from all this romantic dream. Or perhaps after she put her work aside, she has more time to think about herself and what she ever wants.

So I guess the table gets turnaround now to me - how much exactly do I want her?